BetterThanEzzie's Void

WOAH. Senior year has been awesome (and full of fun stories!) and it's only been like... 2 weeks. I'm a proper university student now too! :DDDDDD So much can change in so little time, lowkey hated my life a month ago, just goes to show that you should ALWAYS keep going. So much is happening right now, I get so anxious thinking about college admissions. DX I will survive though. I'm STILL working on the gallery, but progress is kinda slow when I have so much more going on rn. SAT THIS WEEKEND. AHHHH. Wish me luck...

The gallery is coming along, and I'm learning new principles of HTML in the process. I have big plans... hopefully by the time I'm done you will be able to click through the images and have a small description with them, instead of them all being stuck on the same page. We'll see how it goes! I have school tomorrow, so wish me luck! First year of college (technically), last year of highschool. Talk about new era and all that LOL. T_T College classes don't start till next week, so I have a pretty chill week this week. :)

Had a bit of a break, but I'm back now! School starts supa soon so I've been cleaning my room a bunch. Next idea on the list for this website is to create a review page so that I can post my reviews on random movies, songs, shows, or whatever. Idk if anyone will care about that but I think it'll be a bit of fun for me :) Might start up a photography page once I start up the school year again and have more time to take pictures and stuff like that. (More time cause I'll actually be out of the house LOL)

I've been listening to "Anthems For A Seventeen Year Old Girl" a lot recently and its been making me think. I've struggled with my gender in the past and I'm still not entirely sure of who I am, and that song is so comforting to me. Just the idea that I am allowed to be a messy, annoying, and imperfect person and that might just be what someone loves about me. It's hard to accept that other people love me when I have such a hard time loving myself, but people do, they love me. It's crazy that it's true. I was having a really rough day today but I came up to my room to see that I had missed a call from a friend that I really liked, but I didn't know how they felt about me, and they had invited me to their birthday party. It was insane that I honestly thought they felt neutral or negatively towards me (despite 0 evidence to support that) but they reached out first, and they actually WANTED me around. I'm starting to apply to colleges... it's really terrifying if I'm being honest, I'm sure most people can relate. The future is a giant question mark that makes you want to puke your guts out, but what can ya do? Anyways, this was a little personal for a public blog, Ezzie out.

I just got back from a trip to my grandparent's house, it was awesomesauce dude. Now I'm trying to figure out new pages I can make for this website and if I want to try to join a few keyrings potentially. We shall see. I learn more every day that I work on this and I'm super proud of the work I've done so far. Unfortunately school starts back up very soon, so I probably won't have as much time to work on it in the near future. FEAR NOT though, weekends exist for a reason (the reason being to do homework LOL.) Lucky for me though, I'll have every other Friday off this school year due to my half and half high school and college schedule.

Today is my second day working on this website! So far I have learned how to embed a lot of stuff, how to move images, how to make images clickable, and much more. I feel this project will be the gift that keeps on giving when it comes to learning and keeping my brain active! I wonder if anyone will actually visit this place...if you see this type Lovely lovely hamsters into the guestbook! :3

Hello World! First blog post on this site! I have no direction in life and I'm looking at a project to take up my time and make me feel smart again. I fell in love with programming in middle school and engaged with it heavily in class and looked to know as much as I could and troubleshooted for hours even if the results I got out of it were mediocre at best. Now, I hardly remember anything, and it's harder for me to put in that kinda effort. Thus, this blog! I've used a template (obviously) but I hope that I can make this website my digital home in the near future.